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We live in this culture where everything is supposed to be so hip and so cool, and it’s not cool to love, and it’s not cool to take care of each other, and it’s not cool to stand up for ourselves. But you know what? Fuck all of that. I believe in love, and I believe that the only way that we are going to survive this fucking craziness that’s going on in our world today is if we just learn to look at love, turn our heads the other way from all the bullshit, and fucking love

I do miss You...

...but I don't think that you deserve to know.

Tristania - Cure

†In your web
The threads entangle
Your prey is dead -
Dyed in silence

I'll forever stay with you
At your feet I will kneel
At your will
Dead silent

Go

Go on with your life.
I'm not sure if I'll be here when you come back.

(Hey)

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
I don't want to go another

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say
Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you
And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me.

Dreams

I’ve dreamt in my life dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they’ve gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind.

I reach out for the sky,
With my empty hands held high,
As I aim to leap and fly,
To a place where none shall cry.

The winds will heavily blow.
The sun a bright golden glow.
Passing mountains of misty snow.
To a place even I don't know.

Perhaps to a green field beyond,
or to a land forever dawn,
or a kingdom where farmers yawn,
with a mighty crest of a silver swan.

And when you ask me why,
know that my love for you shall not die.
For never will I say goodbye,
Until the story ends with you and I.

take my hand

Come walk with me and take my hand,
if only in a dream;
and I will take you to a place
where you have never been.
Come walk with me and hold me close,
and help me feel secure,
for just a moment in this place,
I can let my feelings show.
Come talk with me for in the past,
I retreated deep within.
To dwell behind these walls so high,
I let no others in.

Our dreams are where we two can go,
and bring the joy of love.
A place in time where we can say,
we belong to one another.
The gift you give unknowingly
is far more precious than,
all things in the material world
rolled up into one.
Our dreams allow us to escape
the burdens of our lives,
and with your hand in mine,
the world will never win.

On your shore

Strange how
My heart beats
To find myself upon your shore.
Strange how
I still feel
My loss of comfort gone before.

Cool waves wash over
And drift away with dreams of youth
So time is stolen
I cannot hold you long enough.

And so
This is where I should be now
Days and nights falling by

Days and nights falling by me.
I know
Of a dream I should be holding
Days and nights falling by
Days and nights falling by me.

Soft blue horizons
Reach far into my childhood days
As you are rising
To bring me my forgotten ways

Strange how I falter
To find I’m standing in deep water
Strange how
My heart beats
To find I’m standing on your shore

And you just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Abyss

You walk through the abyss of my sorrows
as a moonbeam on the seas,
you perfume the vessel of my regrets
with nard and myrrh of your tenderness.


In the calm of my dawn,
you leave all your softness.
then you walk through my sorrows,
in silence you will expand your perfume.

©Christina

Bud

Life will bud from wherever you are,
Death will be only a change of view.

I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are truly good at heart.

Sometimes - Gabrielle

Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I don't
But I never ever
Never want to let you go
The road's not easy
But the feeling's strong
It's the little things that keep me holding on

15.09

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

-Grey's Anatomy